Down

i found sth weird happened today.. after i received the email from my supervisor..
i'm wondering the question that he asked me..
i found there is sth hiding in the meaning of the word..
from the word "defer"
i'm so worried after i c this word..
coz it might be referring to sth...

i hope i have wrong or false thinking on this word...
i hope she is not the one betraying me..
i hope i'm thinking too much...

i'm down because of this word! :(((

觉得好无助 !