Monday, October 26, 2009

Crazinessssssss

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I'm crazy!!!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

加油!

现在疯狂的在加油!
读书加油, 身体也在拼命的加着"油"!!!

"sticking" with my study desk for the whole day~~~~~~ :S

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

我累了...

will be sitting for the 1st paper on next thursday...
1 more week to go..
but...
我累了...

last night didn't sleep well.. because of backache + shoulders pain.. :S
today morning, i found that i have slightly fever.. zzz...
ahhhhhhh..
really tired laaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
:'(

(someone said: no matter how strong a girl to be, she also needs support and a shoulder to lie on..
now i found that it's so true...
when parents were not around to take care of...)


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Dead Fish

argh! what happened to me today?!
woke up very early to continue for my revision but feel sleepy in the whole day!
zzzZzzZzz (it's nice if i could sleep for whole day)

nothing goes into my mind when i read the notes..
totally do not understand what am i reading..
i'm just like a dead fish today!
keep staring on the books n notes...
without any understanding~
argh! i'm going to die this time!

i feel relax at this moment...
when updating my blog~ :)

listening to
N SYNC - Bye Bye Bye

- Thinking of you (super nice song)
on the volume to max... lolz
Finally, i'm awake!

Monday, October 19, 2009

finally...

finally, settled all the assignments and presentation today! feel relax now...
weeeeeeee~

can take a short break today!
have been rushing for assignments since the 2nd week till the last week of this sem! short sem really terrible huh!
anyway, just hope all the efforts will not be wasted!

i still have left than 10 days to prepare for my 1st exam on next thursday~
will be stress again for the following days~ :S

2 more weeks to go! gambateh
TEO SHEOW JING
:)

NO LAZINESS! NO PROCRASTINATION!


Sunday, October 18, 2009

Luck, i need you!

it's my turn to present tomoro~
i do need luckssssssss!
have prepared for the presentation since saturday..
and i do hope that i can do well tomoro! NO MORE nervous and fear feeling anymore.. PLS!

hope everything goes smoothly tomoro! wish me luck :)

OUCH! my leg suddenly get cramp! :S

Saturday, October 17, 2009

命中注定

everything happened is out of our control.. is it this so called 命中注定?
suddenly i have some impressions across my mind..
after i had viewed a blog of my fren...

the contents of her blog are sounds so sad... hmm.. actually i knew what had happened on her in the past.. but i could not give any helping hands.. it's due to the privacy of somebody... i have to respect her..

i know her feelings very well.. because i also have gone through this kind of problem before...
but everything is just like "命中注定"... we have no choice and unable to change everything.. we must follow and adapt to it.. that's all what we can do in our lives~

命中注定? i don wish my life to be controlled..
"注定"? is it everyone could not run away from this?

Insomnia

yo~ it has been such a long long time i didn't update my blogspot and frenster's blog as well.. weeeeee.. finally.. i'm here again :)
i have forgotten my password and user name to login my account~ lolz!

i'm here right now.. it's nearly 2am.. i couldn't fall asleep.. hmm..
i'm worrying for my coming presentation on monday.. it seems so scary after i heard somebody talked about thursday presentation... i always face the problems in talking or expressing the words.. this is the reason why i always cannot do well in all my presentations... hmm.. always find the ways to improve myself.. but.. the consequences.. can see clearly.. NEVER improve! haha!

yes, it's time to test my memorizing skill again.. =.= today is saturday and i still left 2 more days to prepare for the presentation.. abit nervous, panic, weird feeling, sad (after this have to start revision d), happy (can rest on mon after the presentation)....... mixture of feelings~

always ask myself "what is the best way to express my feelings and thoughts?"
A: blogging! the only way to express everything (happiness, sadness, anger...), even no response from the screen, but at least i feel much comfortable after expressing everything from my heart~

happiness: this feeling could be seen clearly from my face expression.. hohoho~ it seems like not hard to comfort myself.. as long as i get what i want in my life... (not necessary to be rich, but satisfaction in life would make someone happy..)

sadness: everyone said i always think of the negative side of a problem.. but i admitted.. because it's so true~ lolz.. always feel sad because of having stressful life, facing problems in assignments, examinations....... alot problems actually :(

anger: always pek chek with what am i doing.. sometimes really angry and hate myself.. always regret with what i have done.. me > really stupid huh!

anyway, not in right mood in these few days.. due to the work overloaded :S
really tired.. desperately need a long term break now.. but i still have to sit for the final exam which coming in less than 2 weeks.. wow! really challenging! now only i understand the miserable final year life! but someone told me.. i should appreciate the life with lots of assignments, tests, exams... because working life is much more tougher and boring... may be this is true~

my brain is stop working now.. could not able to continue blogging.. even i'm still so energetic at this moment.. what can i do now? hmmmmmm... (count sheep or stars?)