*

Can i
turn back the time
and
say YES
to you?

Another break

Again, time flies...
another sem has gone..
2 weeks ++ break started from today!

anyway, my thesis still here!! it's still here!!!
gosh.. so annoying! waiting for me to be completed!!!
argh!!!
supposed shall i have a nice holiday without any work, assignment...?!
T.T

so worried about my result in this sem!
everything will be fine?!
i donno...
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu

Arghh!
frustrated!! tired!!
depressed!!! stressed!!! hopeless!!!
3 assignments
1 test
1 presentation comes after the test
2 final exam
the second subject continuous on the next day morning...
how to deal with all of these??!!!
lack of time! lack of confidence! lack of everything!!!
**crying**


i wanna go back home :( :( :(

Gambateh!

i'm back to here again...
continue doing my research in these few days...
non-stop working...
(2 more assignments, 1 proposal, 1 presentation and 1 test)
1 more month to go..
for FINAL!
LACK OF TIME!

keep reminding myself,
have to work harder,
try my best in everything..
i know i might not doing it well..
but at least i have try my very best!

the last 2 sem r the toughest sem for me in degree life,
keep on telling myself,
i have to be strong,
to overcome everything!
JIAYOU!

永远的永远

在新春佳节的日子里，
又再想起已到另一个世界的奶奶，
接近五年了，在这些日子里少了她的声音， 少了她的存在，少了她那拿手的菜肴...
真的很不习惯...

多年里， 不曾忘记过去...

很想念，很想念...
想念着以前所有的一切一切...

老人家难免会有唠叨的时候，
有时觉得有点烦，
可是现在却很想念那唠叨的声音，
不过，那声音已永远永远的消失在人间了...
很遗憾以前不曾珍惜唠叨的声音...
因为以后再也无法听见了...

奶奶的影子常常浮现在我的脑海里，
与她生活及相处多年， 真的有很多回忆...
奶奶坚强的意志力，
真的很佩服，
身为寡妇的她，一手把五个孩子养大，
为了生活， 她不仅是要照顾孩子，而且还要打理生意，
真的很辛苦...

一直到几年前，
很不幸的她患上了心脏病，
这种病，时好时坏，没有人可以预料到，
曾经病发入院几次，
看见奶奶呼吸困难的样子，
真的很心痛，很伤心，
挣扎了几个月，
在06.05.2005 的这一天，
她走了... (不再回来了， 奶奶的声音永远消失了...)

还记得那一天，
接到爸爸的电话，
我们便赶紧的回家，
可是，我们却无法赶及见到奶奶临走前的那一面...
在那一刻， 真的无法接受事实...

一直到现在，很想念很怀念...
那永远永远在我心中含有重要的位置,
也是我永远永远最爱的奶奶...
只希望她能幸福的活在另一个世界里...

偶尔真的会想起一切,
永远怀念您... 奶奶...

Down

i found sth weird happened today.. after i received the email from my supervisor..
i'm wondering the question that he asked me..
i found there is sth hiding in the meaning of the word..
from the word "defer"
i'm so worried after i c this word..
coz it might be referring to sth...

i hope i have wrong or false thinking on this word...
i hope she is not the one betraying me..
i hope i'm thinking too much...

i'm down because of this word! :(((

觉得好无助 !

I'm so sad!
I'm facing difficulties on working out my thesis!
I found that i'm really stupid.. I do not know how to do research!
Why i'm so so so stupid?!
Feel disappointed on myself and frustrated with everything!
I can't imagine what will happen soon!
I worry i couldn't overcome all difficulties!
SIGH!!!
:'(