Insomnia

yo~ it has been such a long long time i didn't update my blogspot and frenster's blog as well.. weeeeee.. finally.. i'm here again :)
i have forgotten my password and user name to login my account~ lolz!

i'm here right now.. it's nearly 2am.. i couldn't fall asleep.. hmm..
i'm worrying for my coming presentation on monday.. it seems so scary after i heard somebody talked about thursday presentation... i always face the problems in talking or expressing the words.. this is the reason why i always cannot do well in all my presentations... hmm.. always find the ways to improve myself.. but.. the consequences.. can see clearly.. NEVER improve! haha!

yes, it's time to test my memorizing skill again.. =.= today is saturday and i still left 2 more days to prepare for the presentation.. abit nervous, panic, weird feeling, sad (after this have to start revision d), happy (can rest on mon after the presentation)....... mixture of feelings~

always ask myself "what is the best way to express my feelings and thoughts?"
A: blogging! the only way to express everything (happiness, sadness, anger...), even no response from the screen, but at least i feel much comfortable after expressing everything from my heart~

happiness: this feeling could be seen clearly from my face expression.. hohoho~ it seems like not hard to comfort myself.. as long as i get what i want in my life... (not necessary to be rich, but satisfaction in life would make someone happy..)

sadness: everyone said i always think of the negative side of a problem.. but i admitted.. because it's so true~ lolz.. always feel sad because of having stressful life, facing problems in assignments, examinations....... alot problems actually :(

anger: always pek chek with what am i doing.. sometimes really angry and hate myself.. always regret with what i have done.. me > really stupid huh!

anyway, not in right mood in these few days.. due to the work overloaded :S
really tired.. desperately need a long term break now.. but i still have to sit for the final exam which coming in less than 2 weeks.. wow! really challenging! now only i understand the miserable final year life! but someone told me.. i should appreciate the life with lots of assignments, tests, exams... because working life is much more tougher and boring... may be this is true~

my brain is stop working now.. could not able to continue blogging.. even i'm still so energetic at this moment.. what can i do now? hmmmmmm... (count sheep or stars?)